Anyway, zen neeon shall be it... now eh... got any recommendations on places where i can buy?

On a brighter note, yest was the sentosa outing! To siloso beach... Feels good to see my sec sch classmates again... including some botaks... who all looked darker and definately much more toned up now. Ah lan, Si ling, dan goh n sharmen went kayaking... wanted to go too... but nv bring enuff stuff too change into... n the weather don't look too good... so end up sheen and i nv go... next time i wanna kayak! I will bring all my shower stuff! Hahaz...

So ended up i spent my day eating yesterday... for the whole day... ate half of si ling's egg sandwich at outside amk mrt... then at sentosa, there's like bee hoon, chicken kabab, salad and free flow of ribena... not forgetting the potato chips and other titbits too! N since i spend most of the time sitting at the bench, chatting, playing cards, i ate alot of the food too!

Went to cross the bridge to this "little island", it was damn windy there lor... then sat on the sand, chatting with kb n sheen... it always feel good to sit by the sea, to feel the sea breeze... theraputic... which is y i love to sit by esplanade too! Hahaz... N we saw little kids building sand castle... so we attempted to build one using our used paper cups and the potato chips container... n then the sand castle kinda evolved into a sand volcano!

After leaving sentosa, we took 855 to go to sheen's hse... n while sleeping on tibs bus, i knocked my head against the seat handle again! Ouch lor... Still painful if i go and touch it. Yup, went to sheen's hse to cut cake for su may's b`dae... n only 6 of us shared the whole cake... so big wor... hahaz...

After eating cake, me, kb, sl and ah lan still went to sakae... cos sl is craving for chawamusi... hahaz... then i had unagi sushi, fried tofu and soft-shell crab handroll!

Back to my ultimate sianness... i need a break! But it seems so stupid to take leave then sit at home and do nothing? I wanna travel... but no one else is... wanna go genting but attempt to organise with my cousins are not successful? They say go in dec... but dec is still so long away! The issue is i wanna go now! I need to getaway b4 sch starts...

Lost soul buried her memories on 2:32 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Friday, May 27, 2005

Well... i saw this mail on my table today... n i saw a stamp on the envelope... if undelivered... pls return to ajc... n i look at the address written... one look at it i noe it's my own handwriting... so i opened the mail... n in it was a note telling us to collect our cert...

Hahaz... it seems so stupid and yet so smart la... they told us to write down our address long ago... can u guys still rem? I actually dun but looking at the paper... still got some memory la... n i rem us commenting abt it at that time... ya.. smart of them to ask us to write the add ourseleves... save them loads of trouble...

Lost soul buried her memories on 10:36 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Armageddon

Saw that this movie will be screening on chan 5 like on fri on sun? Can't rem but then this movie always brings back memories...

It was year 1998... I was 12, my next door neighbour edwin was 11 and my ex-neighbour living above edwin, peiyi was 10... the 3 of us went to watch the movie together and we were all excited as this is our 1st movie outing, the 1st time we are like going out on our own.

I rem we went to GV yishun to watch the movie as tics in j8 are all snapped up... n fearing that we might arrive too late to collect our tics which we booked earlier on... we hopped onto a cab instead of waiting for the bus to fetch us to the train station... n i still rem the cab fare was $3.90? Dun ask me why i still rem... hahaz.. it was so farnie la... when the adults heard wat we did... 3 kids share cab and each pay $1.30? but come to think of it now... this is still the kind of things we r doing now?

So we went to watch the movie... and we like it very much... talked abt the scenes, love the theme song.. keep listening to I dun wanna miss a thing... n i still love the song until now... =)

Yupz... and i rem after that... dinner was BK burger... n we squatted outside BK to eat... i can't rem y though... think cos there's not enuff seats inside ba...

And i was chatting to peiyi over msn just now... like me, she also have a deep impression of this movie up till today. And we wonder if edwin feels the same way too... hahaz

Lost soul buried her memories on 8:57 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Monday, May 23, 2005

wasted an opporunity to go swimming today... i think i slept too much these 3 days... until i nearly got a headache just now...

Was surfing ard just now... realised that the famine camp this yr is next wk! And the venue is still the same... ngee ann poly... n the shirt this yr... quite nice lehz... nicer than last yr one... hahaz.. quite a nice camp... those who r joining, have fun! Though i dunno of anyone joining this yr...

Speaking of camps... there's this community service camp by nus... it seems quite interesting.. somemore i do have the tots of joining the club next time... but the thing is ar... the camp is 5 days! Aiyoh... so many days and me so anti-social... how can survive? But bel is interested... cos bel is very on abt joining camps... so now i'm considering... i dun mind if i have company of a fren... but another thing is... i must take 3 days leave to go for the camp... so i shall see... see wat i also dunno...

Anyway, meet up with bel and meng at causeway pt yest... spent like more than 3/4 of my expediture at the watsons stall... where i bought 2 complete contact lens sol... buffered saline sol... n one eye cream... which hopefully can help me to reduce my dark eye circles as stated on the box...

Regarding the complete brand of contact lens sol... the box states that change your lens case every 3 months... use solution with complete brand lens case. But the freaking thing is that they nv even provide the lens case in the box tat contains the sol and i do not rem them selling their lens case too... the other time i got their lens case was when they provided one of it with the twin pack... speaking of which, if they do not provide in every box, or provide with purchase of the solution, where do they expect pple to find their lens case?

Dinner was at this Cavana place... the food there... not bad bah.. they have this keropok shaped like fries... n we tot they were fries until we bite into them...

Lost soul buried her memories on 6:54 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Sunday, May 22, 2005

1st day of the long wkend gone... i happily spend most of my time sleeping away... did i build up such a huge sleep dept lately? hmmm...

just now... i was excited at the prospect of finally being able to swim tml... but end up had to cancel it again... hahahaz.. wanna go swim soon... it's theraputic.

Anyway, after weeks or maybe 2 months of indecisiveness... i've finally made my choice for my future sch... so it's back too where i wanna go in the 1st place... now the thing to do is to settle the stuff following the accceptance... like i need a passport size photo for the form... should i take the photo myself? wanna have a nice pic for matriculation pass... hahahahaz

Lost soul buried her memories on 12:06 AM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Saturday, May 21, 2005

You Are Incredibly Logical

(You got 88% of the questions right) Move over Spock - you're the new master of logic You think rationally, clearly, and quickly. A seasoned problem solver, your mind is like a computer!

How Logical Are You?

Hahaz... actually i took my time to think....

Lost soul buried her memories on 1:50 AM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

the long awaited long wkend is here... well... at least from wat i hear and feel in office... i noe that this wkend is long awaited... can practically feel how restless everyone is...

For me... it's just the sad realisation that i've nothing exciting lined up! Haiz... but i've decided to... or will try to make it exciting and interesting... well... whether it turns out good... i shall see...

For work today... i unexpectedly do OT again... when i intended to leave at like 630? though i could had gone off... n at the last min... i've decided to join ade n meng to go orchard... n thus the result was my mum slamming the phone at me for not telling her in advance tat i do not want to eat dinner... watever...

Anyway, i realised there's no such thing as a 9 to 5 job... even though u work in an office... the time given depicts what time u should reach office and the earliest time you can leave... in a more lax environment... it doesn't matter if u r not that punctual... n in any office... the earliest time you can leave is not the time u'll actually leave... for it all depends on whether you want to or have to clear up the work u have... n end up... horrors of horror, u realised that u leave office nearly 12 hours after u step in... bleahz... is this what working life is?

Lost soul buried her memories on 12:51 AM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Monday, May 16, 2005

went to visit the dentist after work today... waited like 1 and 1/2 hrs b4 it was my turn... could had gone home to have my dinner and shower b4 going back lorz... haiz... filled up the hole in my tooth... n another tooth... n surprisingly, the dentist said that my teeth was in quite good condition... hahaz... i was expecting more tooth to have probs... am i cursing myself?

Surprisingly, it wasn't as painful as i tot... the magnitude of pain experienced was definately much lesser than wat i've experienced in sch... n according to the dentist... my wisdom tooth are growing... n i have 2... but i dun seem to be getting wiser... hmmm...

Next time i shall go back n wash teeth...

Lost soul buried her memories on 11:22 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Sunday, May 15, 2005

You Are 50% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

Lost soul buried her memories on 12:54 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Saturday, May 14, 2005

LJS breakfast toast is delicious... went to have it today at j8 with mum... well, she wanted to try the curry chicken crunch but sad to say, no more alr... so she dun get to try it... haiz...

Had a really good day slacking at home today... use com... iron clothes, sweep floor (these 2 not under the slack category) and take nap! So now i'm quite awake... i love taking naps... esp when i dun have the chance to take naps so often due to work! Haiz...

Speaking of which... tml is the 15th again... which means i've been with stb for 5 months... 5 months is a short stint for the perms there but it's long for me... considering that i can work to a max of 7 months plus... but dun think i can stay tat long... i've decided that the earliest i'll leave would be 30th june n latest maybe 15th july? So i can have a full 7 months there? Hahaz...

Looking back... 1st 2 months plus was enjoyable... i do not feel the "sian-ness" of working at all... from then on it was okok i guess... until completion of the 4th month nears... which was not long ago... i started feeling sian... maybe it's cos of the fact that my knocking off time on some days have shifted to a later time due to the request/need/want (by me myself and i or by someone else) for completion of certain tasks by that day? but we might have brought it opon ourselves by having extended lunchtime... hahahaz...

My thoughts are contradictory... on one hand... it's like working is so sian... argh!! On the other hand, there's a pinch of sadness when i think of the end of my assignment there... There are stuff which i like and enjoy, and things i dislike and do not enjoy over there... I guess no matter what, i've felt something for that place... the frens i've made there, the pple i've worked with (or rather helped) in my dept... being the sentimental me, i'll definately look back when the work stint end... until my feelings slowly fade away as i step into the next phase of life...

Life in university... not prepared... not excited... dunno how i feel towards it....

Lost soul buried her memories on 10:39 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Friday, May 13, 2005

I have lots on my mind, but dunno how to put it down... haiz... i guess i am someone who just can't express myself... cos the thing is tat i dun even noe how to express myself to myself? If u get wat i mean...

Well... there's a hole in my tooth and i seriously need to visit the dentist... rem when we were still in sch, dentist visits were so dreadful... come to think of it now... we're so lucky that we are getting ur teeth cleaned up and everything for free!

Right now i'm still stuck in deciding the sch i want... haiz... going to the induction had kinda make me more confused abt where i want to go... though the talk was enlightening on how the system in nus works...

And i have no idea what i want to do in future... which leads me to thinking if i am choosing the right course to study... haiz...

Lost soul buried her memories on 10:16 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Going NUS for sci induction tml morn... n i've decided to take the whole day off... so in the afternoon going out with meng, bel, juan and xing ni... to ktv again... cos go swim abit ma fan... so no where else to go...

So the good thing abt taking wed off is my work wk progress from a tues to a thurs... i just want to clear things on my side on thurs... n i really mean only from my side... haiz... been going home late these 2 days... n yet little progress in clearing things from my side...

Lost soul buried her memories on 11:04 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Sunday, May 08, 2005

well... mother's day today... apart from my practical gift which i've given last monday... there's a treat to dinner at amk breeks today... n the thing is... the both of us spend more than the next table where there's 4 other adults...

Tat's cos we ordered this combo delight which only has chicken wings n 2 breaded prawns... my mum was like getting sian of it after eating only one chicken wing and one prawn... cos chicken wings are nothing special... n end up we ordered another grilled fish... while we packed the chicken wing and waffle fries home...

Lost soul buried her memories on 11:26 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

From left: Zhen Wei, Christine, Me and meng.. dated.. 18th feb 05

Ha... a pic from feb... the 4 of us looking so happy... all set out to go and play after work... click


here for more... pictures 14 to 18 says it all...

Outside the esplande... taken yesterday after the ktv trip... click

here
for the pictures to yesterday's adventure... picture 16 onwards.

So yest was our mini gathering... me, meng, toot, zhen hui, xing ni, juan and her "brother".... we went party world at china town and luckily her "brother" came along... cos if not only juan n toot does most of the singing... i just sat there like vase...

After that was dinner at this place in esplanade... called colours by the bay if i'm not wrong... where everyone had ramen... n i came to realise that i prefer chinese ramen as compared to jap ones... yupz... n so when dinner ended, the moment of truth was revealed... juan's "brother" was actually her fren and not her younger bro! We were all kena conned with the exception of xing ni of cos... trust juan to do this kinda stuff... hahaz... we all spent like the past 4 or 5 hrs happily... calling him xiao di, when he was in fact older than us... oh well... wat can i say...

after tat we parted with xing ni, juan and her "brother"... sat outside esplanade... my fav place... where we talked abit... and took all the pics... hee..

Lost soul buried her memories on 1:52 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Thursday, May 05, 2005

There's a cafe which just opened at stb today... fusion bistro... oh well... on one hand, the food is cheap... but on the other... the food is ex... hahaz... contradicting ar?

The ice bleneded is cheaper than starbucks price... and the coffee and tea not that ex... but i look at the lunch menu, it's like at least 4 bucks plus plus... even more ex than tanglin mall? though we have 20% discoont... so far heard that the food is not bad... maybe can try out one day... when it's raining or something... hahaz...

and that place is like a new attraction today... we went down to take a peep in the midst of doing work... n either see others sitting there or familar faces going to try out their new coffee...

Though this is a four day work week... the days seems to crawl... it's friday tml and i wanna run off at 6!

Lost soul buried her memories on 9:35 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

There is 'retribution' for slacking... yepz.. i was quite slack at work last wk... i breezed thru friday just doing part of something... n my uneasy feeling was answered today... suddenly it seems that i'm so busy... n so now i'm still stuck with tasks... but it's ok as long as i dun feel rushed... haiz...

Anyway, being back to work today isn't such a bad thing... at least the sense of unneeded dread goes off... I just realise something... been going home late lately... which means i reach home nearly 8 o'clock... then it's dinner, and bathing... by the time i settle down it's nearly 9...

So the thing now is that at nearly 9 i can just slack and do watever i want... which is not so bad... but then i realise when sch startss, i will prob be back home so late too... but the worst thing is, i can't rest when i get home... there's always assignments to do... *dreads*

Anyway, went to update my bank book... n then the stupid agency haven bank in... haiz... n another thing... i'm teething! pain pain...

Lost soul buried her memories on 10:11 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Monday, May 02, 2005

nice weather to swim in the afternoon today... but i was too lazy to step out of the hse... plus there's no swimming companion... ended up sleeping at home...

Lost soul buried her memories on 11:00 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Labour Day

This day marks another start of a new month... the month of may...

just came back from my cousin hse not long ago... their new house might be small.. but i think it's cosy and homely... for one.. i like the theme of the wall being laid with wood... n there's the L-shaped sofa which i'm into nowadays... it's just so comfy to lay there and watch tv! N not forgetting those yellow lights which creates a soothing feeling for me...

But i din slept well last night over there though... cos was sharing blnaket with my cousin... which always got pulled away... went over to the living rm to sleep for awhile... n unconsiously went back to the bedrm to sleep again... somemore woke up at 8 today when we only slept at 2 plus last night...

ANyway, i realise someting... 5 months plus had passed since the last 'A' level paper... there's a thousand and one things i said i want to do but had not done...

Swim often (i only swam like twice this yr?)

bake cookies

learn cooking (actually expt with cooking would be great, but my mum will kill me for messing up her kitchen!)

go wild wild wet

ANd there's three things i'm thinking of getting right now... and all three are expensive... but not sure if i really wanna get the 1st 2.

1. Digicam to capture those memories.

2. Mp3 player with radio to accompy me to sch during the long journeys in future.

Braces! Yes... i don't want them last time but i want it now. My teeth are just so crooked! Not only to get a nice smile... but to keep my teeth healthy too... but it's so ex... where to dig money?

Lost soul buried her memories on 8:47 PM

freedom is the state of mind, too bad mine is locked-